Josh Mendel has a secret. Unfortunately, everyone knows what it is.

Five years ago, JoshÕs life changed. Drastically. And everyone in his school, his townÑseems like the worldÑthinks they understand. But they donÕtÑthey canÕt. And now, about to graduate from high school, Josh is still trying to sort through the pieces. First thereÕs Rachel, the girl he thought heÕd lost years ago. SheÕs back, and sheÕs determined to be part of his life, whether he wants her there or not.Then there are college decisions to make, and the toughest baseball game of his life coming up, and a coach who wonÕt stop pushing Josh all the way to the brink. And then thereÕs Eve. Her return brings with it all the memories of JoshÕs past. ItÕs time for Josh to face the truth about what happened.

If only he knew what the truth was . . .